It’s been a long time, almost 2 years that I have resumed
penning down again. I remember when I had just started doing this, way before when
a blogger meant being on Instagram and YouTube!
It’s the digital age today, and looking at so much talent in
my current and upcoming generation has not only given me immense inspiration to
start writing again but also re-find myself.
I remember always wanting to return to blogging but something
or the other kept me away. My life has changed 360 for the good of course
because nothing really bad happens until you make it in your mind! (a firm believer
in everything happens for a reason)
Oh well, reading my first three paragraphs is giving me the
feeling that this post will have disrupting thinking which is what happens when
you don’t do what you love the most!
Well, now that the pandemic (which the world is going
through) has given some good time off from work (basically no commute time now
all thanks to WFH) I think I’m going to get better than before!
So yes! Welcoming myself back to the thing I loved the
most!
Now that I am 200 words down out of almost how many I don’t
know yet because I don’t want to stop now, I’m finally picking up how I used to
love this, but yes with time a lot of improvisation has come in me as a person!
Okay, there we go again – so distorted it is that I’m talking
about two things at one go completely off track and annoying you as well.
Right?
But this is how my brain right now is. Want to write everything
now with every tiny detail yet remembering something or the other and wanting
to mention that too!
Phew! Its going to be fun yet tiring because we all know
how the human brain is specially mine always yapping away no moment of silence
whatsoever! Hehe!
Oh, one interesting fact though, as we see the bloggers
today – dashing their way through posts on blogpost to Facebook, Instagram, YouTube
and other platforms – letting the world know about their profound talent (which
is how it should be) I on the other hand was/is a little not too sure about
this. I mean when I first started writing and blogging here, I blogged as an
anonymous person.
Why? No not because I’m scared of revealing my identity or
inferior or superior complex but only because I liked the fact you write like a
anonymous person and when your posts motivates or inspires or make someone
smile or touch a chord with any of readers stopping at your blog – that person shouldn’t
just start finding me on the social media but just feel good on what they read
about one of the blogs and feel good without knowing who the person is or what
it is!
Sometimes, not knowing where it came from – is a good thing
you know! I mean when I started this, I made sure I was an anonymous and loved
the readers, bloggers I engaged with in the process because those people had
insights of their own and very unbiased, they would write to me vice versa. I
mean to be honest, till date only 3 of my very close people know about this blog.
Rest, I never flaunted it way back then and I never will do it today.
I mean getting followers, traffic reach on one’s blog is so
needed today (of course for people who do this for a living) but for me I do
this because I love writing. I want to be the anonymous one and just yap yap
and yap away as always and come across that anonymous blogger who touches a
chord with someone or the other (to help someone in their dilemma only through
writing about things I have encountered so far) and that gives me immense happiness.
I mean the mere fact that I was always excited to log in to
my blog to check about who I am going to strike a good communication through my
posts or theirs used to make me happy and excited! The fact that you meet
people through this way too and in the most humble and amazing manner
(expressions of words). So yes! I am back to do it again and this time I shall not
stop no matter what! 😊
Btw, does my writing sound a little better? Hehe!
Told you, will get the hang of it again as soon as I let my
fingers and brain do the talking and not control them!
P.S. Idiot Talk is resuming soon! :)