I had given up writing because I couldn’t think straight, but here I am trying to de-clutter my brain once again by doing the best thing I do… and that’s this!
WRITING……
Expressing comes easy to me but only in written form..I suck at expressing verbally.
Anyway, the point of writing this today is because all this while I could talk a lot of positivity in me through various ways be it quotes or songs or finding little happiness in little things..
And now I can’t… I just can’t..
I don’t talk much to people because I don’t know what to say, if it’s the right person to say things to or not… the thing is I feel suffocated now..
I don’t know who to tell things to without that person judging me...and no doubt I have the best family who has my back always but I just feel If I tell them how I am, what I feel..they will only be troubled more…
The thing is..
I have had my share of tears & emptiness,
I have had my share of compromises & sacrifices…
I have transformed from a spoilt brat to a person who does everything today but I still am at the losing end. As I pen down my thoughts here, there’s another tear trickling down my cheek.
I know everyone has struggles but honestly I can’t take it anymore.
To be continued....
